Call me..Mariah
Only three things cannot be hidden: the sun, the moon & the truth
With every step I ascended I felt my stomach clench a little more.
Not at all like what I felt the first time I skipped through this building.
I hoped by the grace of Christ himself I didn’t walk down that same corridor; it would burn my soul & I wasn’t ready for that.
A year and a half ago I was ecstatic, I wanted nothing more then to wed my best friend, my first love..Now, I find myself walking the opposite direction for the opposite reason. The quickness in which your life can change is nauseating. Such a fitting word seeing as how I nearly doubled over from the site of the door.
The presence pulled at my heart and the only way to pull myself together was to realize I am still here and I am still okay..something that had never really crossed my mind before.
I guess I am still healing. I guess I’m a lot stronger then I thought.
I’ve been on a mission to get all the necessary forms to get my passport. Germany has been calling my name but every action comes with a reaction. The week off of work will cost me as will the week away from Tavyn…I can barely go a weekend without that baby. None the less, how many opportunities in a life time will/do you get to see the world? I have a feeling this will only be the beginning of my travels. 
